The path of wonder
Four weeks ago, I suddenly received the message that it was time to travel again. Not something I had planned, nor something that felt logical—but the calling was clear. The energy of the subtle realms I work with felt light, playful, and full of joy, as if life itself was inviting me to move again. So, I opened Google Flights, took a deep breath, and asked silently: where to? The answer appeared immediately—Kuala Lumpur. Well then, Kuala Lumpur it is.
When I asked how long, the answer surprised me even more: three months. I actually thought one month would be more than enough. But for my sense of free will, the energy felt gently yet unmistakably clear. It wasn’t forceful or demanding, just a soft but steady nudge in a certain direction. Over the years, I’ve learned that when the subtle world speaks with such clarity, it’s time to listen.
The Transparent Wall
What surprised me this time wasn’t that my travel guides were gone—they’re always there, loving, radiant, and filled with humor. The difference is that I can’t move into action with them. I still receive intuitive images, places, and encounters that are meant to unfold, but every time I try to book something or make a concrete move, I bump into what feels like a transparent wall. Not heavy or restrictive, but crystal clear and unyielding, as if the energy itself is saying: not yet.
So now, one week before departure, I still have no plan. No idea where I’ll go or where I’ll sleep. And honestly, that’s fine. I know that everything can be arranged, even along the way. Surrender doesn’t mean letting go of responsibility—it means trusting the timing of life.
A World in Motion
When I looked at possible destinations—Vietnam, the Philippines, Thailand, Borneo—it turned out that every place had its challenges. Typhoons, floods, rainy seasons. It felt as though nature itself was whispering: not here, not now. And somehow that made the adventure even more intriguing. Maybe I’ll be guided to somewhere I hadn’t even considered—Australia, Japan, China—who knows. I’ll probably go into a deep trance the day before I leave and receive guidance then. Usually, the answer is simpler than I expect.
Living in Surrender
The path of wonder isn’t always comfortable, but it’s alive. For more than twenty years, I’ve lived this way—rooted in intuition, trust, and an open dialogue with the unseen. Since choosing this way of life, everything has become lighter, more joyful, and more real. I don’t feel like a puppet of higher forces; I feel deeply grounded in myself. Surrender isn’t weakness—it’s the courage to follow what feels true.
After years of illness and a long recovery, I can now feel new space opening in my life. And travel helps me claim that space. It stirs me awake and reminds me that life is meant to be experienced. At home in The Hague, I find calmness; on the road, I find aliveness. Both are essential, but right now, movement calls me again.
Working from the Same Flow
During my travels, I’ll continue working. Whether a session is live or online makes no difference to me. When I tune in, I connect to a field beyond time and space. That means I can guide you just as easily from Kuala Lumpur, Chiang Mai, or wherever my path leads. The connection is energetic—it transcends distance.
I’m looking forward to being in that flow again—to write, work, heal, read, listen, and let life surprise me.
Follow My Journey
I’ll be sharing my travels on Polar Steps—the places I visit, the people I meet, and the insights that unfold along the way. You can follow along here:
https://www.polarsteps.com/Heelde/22052549-maleisie?s=d22c9cf5-6f67-49e4-83b8-cd346742a6fa
And if you feel something within you stirring—an invitation to move, to change, or to trust more deeply—know that I’m available for online sessions and readings throughout my journey. You can book your session at www.heelde.info.
The path of wonder always begins with a single step: the step of trust.
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